Tried Love/Love on Trial

I have the fucking lamps - 
but I don't have you!

I have the beach but
not my baby!

I'm bleeding - and you're
bleeding - but we can't bleed together..

how perverse this life needs to be..?!

The bird's nest demolished,
the family nest destroyed

I have him, you have her - 
but do you fucking love her?

The rocks, cliffs, benches, subways -
the cafes, restaurants and all the
benches in the world we sat on
or made love at - empty, desolate..

Beaches - bitches! Life is a fucking bitch!
So cruel, unforgivable! How can it tear
us apart like that?!

Can you accept that? I can't!
You are patient - I'm not!

You are stoic - I'm not!

You are tough and hard!
I'm not! I'm soft and soft I will be..

For you, for your love.
What has God done to us?
To punish us like sinners?!

Are we or are we not?
Did we wrong others or ourselves?
Why and why not?